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Felix Fuligin

by Chase Garber

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1.
Harmony 08:26
clothes lying in the field fallow and forgot putting on blue skin from the soil’s nightly rot summer’s gone and the first of the rains run across the ground pregnant and imminent i don the nimbus crown from this place i will not be or from this time i know but like a fruit picked ripe i’m ready to go languages augment! and lineages transmute! the hide-bound just push around get rough and rude and it breaks open the head as the feet break earth dropping a hem of lightning and dirt all the length of skin (making faces within) all that i once called mine is shuffling about making the rounds on currents galloping godly rattling down into the ground it makes a hollow bone of this body cleaned out my filth is everywhere dry on my thigh and stuck in my hair wrapped in wool scratching my skin like a baby sensitive and everything new and i’m light so light like a baby swaddled light so light my love untroubled light so light the old woman smiling down light so light on the first morning and before me each one wearing a crown masters of light and masters of sound each one beloved and what i’ve always known i watch them at play they’re shuffling about making the rounds on currents galloping godly rattling down into the ground it makes a hollow bone of this body
2.
the night dispersed and riven from its song slides and hides with lidded lobes and remora and suddenly leaking and pooling round me like a birth my dream is leaving me unseen and unheard from where it crouched like a cat fixing on a bird like a black dragon saying "danger follows danger" well, if I could have two things in one: the peace of the grave, and the light of the sun and landing lightly where I lay a dragonfly changes shape her wings folding closed into a case the blue shimmer gone clean from her face she says "wipe that sleep from your eyes, it's day! you'll lose a third of your life that way!" well, if I could have two things in one: the peace of the grave, and the light of the sun and to my perch, the brightening comes to blight and blur the asterisms my sleeping shade turned chromaticism and like a ghost, I begin to veer towards that shining frontier advancing round the sphere detaching the dark piece by piece and sating the sun-eating seas that wave in great lengths of green so I'll come down and drink my fill from the endless fire sloshed and spilled but as I dip my ladle down I see a slip of something on the ground it's seeping slowly into my flesh a shadow shrinking under duress like a flattened flower reversing it's bloom and taking refuge in thin skin prone to tightening and cracks it's liquid rising in generous stacks while the blushing and the bone is thrown in stark relief mired knee deep but just when night couldn't come too soon the sun slips from high noon to lengthen and weave the evening cloak cooling my skin and climbing the slope like a flood, like a word unsaid the thing it named rising from the dead well, if I could have two things in one: the peace of the grave, and the light of the sun
3.
Solemn One 06:25
solemn one take a step back with empty hands the rain returns at last to the dry lands seeking what you have hid in desolate grip moistening the tears turned to dust unsticking what is stuck clay pot and thirsty weed cistern and seed rippling rill and icy lead sodden hills that bleed well if you've come to suffer and seize the water comes to shape the need it must have seemed an endless dominion friendless and grey the All-King and his thieving minions had the final say but every well had been sucked bone dry and the rivers ran no more the bare mountains scraped the sky and the oceans choked the shore but drops on rock have begun to sing not bought and sold but free round the feet of the All-King and down the cracks in between try as he might the clouds won't be sealed or from the sky be ripped such a shade, once revealed cannot be gripped well if you've come to suffer and seize the water comes to shape the need under skin still and deep a cavern's keep down the dark vestibules a secret pool cradle safe and anciently laid the abiding neonate
4.
Whiteness 05:16
whiteness crossed the continent a poison fog and where it went villages were vacant hearths and ways forsaken whiteness with greed and iron makes the deep seas barren great migrations fly daylong into whiteness and are gone whiteness in its righteousness bleaches creatures colorless tolerates no shadow people walk unseen staring at a little screen where the whiteness plays and imitations of their days plugged in their ears white noise drowns and ancient voice murmuring to bless the darkness
5.
Polaris 10:00
pole star you little girl in little bear your winking craft is ferrous light blameless in sable chair and crystal glass demanding aspects that do not yield from your height, can you see the hired link boys with unblinking shafts embarrassing the night? towering tall held up in priapic thrall underneath what bells are rung and miners hung spreading fear and doubt from the moon curser's mouth they haunt the paths with unwanted light and I despair of this sight for it deludes the circadian half that makes it's nest at daylights rest and denudes on the radiant strand it's carapace to dig a space for moon's brood in palladium sands but for lying stars in a drylands sky bitumen and crude our expedient path the air is thick with an orange glow as they bundle sticks for tonight's tableau but Polaris, will you stay unturned while those sticks are burned? in the rising smoke will you scry and scope? in the weeping ash i lean and lope turn down, turn dull many voices won't speak at all where have they gone? slipping from mouths like coins to a well and burning like a barn Polaris I turn my face as the day is spent to Heaven's shining and ancient star fire every star's fire but tonight's entertainment is a growing pyre for night wings and night singers a war upon the dreamers they say: "we must hold fast to everlasting day, we must keep the darknesses at bay!" blister bone and crispy wing a shuddering thing fever run the kingdom come in some respects I'm blind a fingered kind of abstinence and distance but I recall, like a dabbling duck in fall, you once called me (scrabbling, stuck) back from the wall up seven stairs (3 hunters and 4 bears) slinging soup, flipping hair your stoop is swinging in the air and the light that you shared renewed the horizon's claim your cousin's birth, girdling the earth in true fire came gratefully to the eastern lean and imbued my faded aim with home where the dark river runs at eventide where the moonflower opens at eventide in the magnetic nourishing night
6.
King's Creek 06:30

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Demo of a larger work to be recording in Spring 2019

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released April 3, 2018

written, performed and recorded by Chase Garber

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Chase Garber Portland, Oregon

Portland,OR based singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentalist.

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